tick tock tick tock

beginning to regret acceptin e second internship time slot to make things more convenient for a absolute stranger whom i'll never see. so now because she is goin for her holidaes at e later part of e vacations, i am rottin away mine before and after e 6 wks postings. if only i didn fail my gp. then maybe i'll be in mas now. come to think of it.. she might not even be speaking the truth.. plannin a holiday trip in e middle of vacation even thou you applied for internship postin isnt e smartest thing to do. i am so bored wakin up everydae to an empty hse with nothing to do. of course i cld do a lot.. like helpin my friends, readin up 4 nex sem etc., but i jus dont feel like doing anything...