Holidaes

Its the third day I woke up at 12 noon. haha.. how great that feeling is. trying quite hard to start on my thesis.. oh well guess its a good thing my two dec internship interviews came to naught. haha.. hopefully it is reali not too late to start on my thesis only in december. that's the prob when you dont have any seniors in econs. actuali i think i do know of a few.. but.. hmm.. was never reali close to them.. quite weired to appear from nowhere and ask them about academic stuff, esp when they have already been working for so long.

i have totally no ideas on what to do for my thesis.. still havin second thots about to do it or not. For one my cap would pretty much free fall this sem.. if that is the case i guess there isnt much reason for a thesis. I'm like half coming to terms with the fact that i am prob not good enough to write a thesis, and half coming to terms with the fact that i might not get a job right after i graduate. sigh... low self esteem.. which is ironic given my grades i know.. but then again, i also know the limitations of my personalities... hence i sort of know my own limits i guess...

once again at life's cross roads... how disturbing!