About being too young and too old, about being me

In woodland lib now with my younger sis n her friend to study… yeah O’level is coming u see. This place never fails to amaze me. It opens at 12, and at 1145, there are already hordes of students queuing outside waiting to come in. but I’m not the only undergrad around here thou. Saw Daniel Heng think he is somewhere ard too.

Overheard this mother who was telling her daughter that e lib must be organizing some event... hence the crowd. (yeah right) *shrugs*

Its interesting talking to someone whose age is somewhat between mine n my father’s regarding relationships. Whatever he has said was really true to some extent. That gave me a new insight to myself. It’s amazing how people can know you better then you know yourself. It’s like those around you are the ones who brings your subconscious to your conscious. Oh well I guess it’s true that I am someone who can’t do the same thing for a long time. Mundane and repetitive work kills. (Probably that is why I kinda subscribe to the Marxist Doctrine) This kind of attitude in my work is somewhat carried into my lifestyle and all, and is postulated to have an impact on my personal life too. A scary prediction but hmm… oh well…

I’m at a age that is both too young and too old. Too young to decide what I want in my life, too old to not start deciding. What job would I go into in the future? What kind of life do I want? Hmm

Keynes replied, "When I find I am wrong, I change my mind. What do you do, sir?"