=(((

the color of the cheap pair of black pants ran. ok thats my fault. All the light colour clothes that were stained were mine. Fine that's probably what i deserves. Guess I jus cant take it when I am told to wear the stained tops (white with black / blue patches) to work before attempts can be made to wash them again. doesnt makes sense to me. "wear it at night" yeah right who goes out at night wearing office clothes?

Should i blame myself for buying cheap clothes? or blame myself for not separating them everytime after i wear them? It slipped my mind for goddness sake. Whats is the point of scolding me when it is my own clothes that were stained. clothes bought with money either saved or earned through tuition.

What a lousy first day at home.

During internship, i seldom come home for dinner. weekdays, weekends. endless of outings, dinners and stuff. once i took a mc as i almost fainted on the mrt. Stayed at home and got scolded for not eating breakfast hence feeling giddy.

guess i was never reali a home person. the first eca (brownies) i chose when i was young was chosen because there would be camps. then e main consideration would be if there are camps. NPCC, OAC... leaving home was never much a problem for me. part of me cant wait to move out already. in and out of halls and stuff. sigh...


some scars are jus permanent