tis e season to be jolly...
first attempt to start card-writing. The more i write, the more names comes to mind. yet the lazier i get.
There are so many persons that have been so significant in your life. at least at a certain stage. n its so true that we dont have the time to maintain each friendship. I saw YZ ma'am that day at munchie. She was like e... focal point of my life for .. 2 years? yeah its a girl school thing. I've been in touch with her. met her at her graduation, send her xmas cards when i remember. yet that day i never approach her at all. didn even tell ade who was sittin in front of me. Its so weird, i dont know how to explain my actions. So she was, and there i was. wondered if she realised that i was in the cafe as well. but hmm...
Its like.. there are friends who were there during this period of your life. they were there, they listened, they cried with you, made you laugh, share your burden. but you knoe that if u have to sit down and carry out a conversation, there is about nothing much you can talk about, except the past. Everyone is at a new phase of their life by now. Sometimes whether or not you are still in their lives is not exactly a choice. ok. you can always update each other. but if you haven been in someone's life, updating is really pretty short. no common friends, no common lifestyle, no common topic.
or is it jus me and my excuses?
I remember when my physics teacher left for further studies in JC, he refused to leave us ways to contact him when we requested. he says that we have to move on. no point dwelling in the past. somehow i am begining to subscribe to that.
I am so grateful over friends whom i know friendships has been trialed and tested and wont crumble under distance and time. and i am very glad that i have more than a handful of such friends.
the season of giving eh? think i am mixing up thanksgiving and christmas. of course with only what mere knowledge i have of the two custom, that is.
a constant conflict. maybe i should jus quit being lazy to write to all who have left footsteps in my life, one way or another.
merry christmas.
There are so many persons that have been so significant in your life. at least at a certain stage. n its so true that we dont have the time to maintain each friendship. I saw YZ ma'am that day at munchie. She was like e... focal point of my life for .. 2 years? yeah its a girl school thing. I've been in touch with her. met her at her graduation, send her xmas cards when i remember. yet that day i never approach her at all. didn even tell ade who was sittin in front of me. Its so weird, i dont know how to explain my actions. So she was, and there i was. wondered if she realised that i was in the cafe as well. but hmm...
Its like.. there are friends who were there during this period of your life. they were there, they listened, they cried with you, made you laugh, share your burden. but you knoe that if u have to sit down and carry out a conversation, there is about nothing much you can talk about, except the past. Everyone is at a new phase of their life by now. Sometimes whether or not you are still in their lives is not exactly a choice. ok. you can always update each other. but if you haven been in someone's life, updating is really pretty short. no common friends, no common lifestyle, no common topic.
or is it jus me and my excuses?
I remember when my physics teacher left for further studies in JC, he refused to leave us ways to contact him when we requested. he says that we have to move on. no point dwelling in the past. somehow i am begining to subscribe to that.
I am so grateful over friends whom i know friendships has been trialed and tested and wont crumble under distance and time. and i am very glad that i have more than a handful of such friends.
the season of giving eh? think i am mixing up thanksgiving and christmas. of course with only what mere knowledge i have of the two custom, that is.
a constant conflict. maybe i should jus quit being lazy to write to all who have left footsteps in my life, one way or another.
merry christmas.
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